~Vampiric~

~Vampiric~ My name is Marty. This is really a page for me to vent and just let things out that I can't really deal with and talk to with others mainly because I found out that most of my life has been a life with friends and loved ones.

You used me for your own gain.  You said things you knew would keep me around and keep me interested and only needed me when things were bad on your part.  Any other time you throw me aside like I didn’t matter knowing I would be there when you felt like you needed someone

Posted January 21, 2012 at 3:18 pm

Yeah but you still have someone who loves you.  I only wish you weren’t pushing me away

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Yeah but you still have someone who loves you.  I only wish you weren’t pushing me away

Posted January 21, 2012 at 2:49 pm 18204 notes

Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can’t tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day. Because here’s to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. To the nights you couldn’t wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon.

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Posted January 21, 2012 at 12:53 am 41507 notes

How can you honestly not see what’s staring you right in the fucking face? You ask who would care, and I say me. You ask who could love you, and I say I’ll never stop. You ask, you ask, you ask… I say me. I will. But I know that’s not good enough. That isn’t what you want, so you just discount it again and again. Haha stupid me.

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Posted January 21, 2012 at 12:53 am 4856 notes

What is this shit? Ha my life needs to stop being bipolar. I had the worst fucking night ever, but my afternoon was amazing. Karma?

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